a poem by John aka Tiny Dousha
Just thinking bout what we used to have.
Never thought love could feel so sad.
At the same time, I’m really mad cuz I ain’t realized what we really had. now you’re gone and I’m all alone.
I bet u covered that tattoo of my name on your hipbone.
You were my millstone. Music to my ear phones.
You had my head gone funny cuz I’m head strong.
Alone— such a bad feeling. You on my mind—that’s what’s killing me, slowly feeling like oh me, wishing I could hold thee.
And you don’t even know you see
and that’s cuz I did not say everything u meant to me.
You a dime girl—fresher than some Listerine.
You where like the Pine Sol lady—I was your Mr. Clean.
Used to talk all night but it was alright
Cuz at the same time, the only time I could hit you was after 9
and that’s cuz my minute was free
and about the same time ya momma was sleep.
Old nick name—I was milk, you where cookie.
Blame it on me to love. I was a rookie.
And you were sweeter than a Hershey’s kiss
That’s the type of stuff I miss.
Just singing this makes me wish you were here. Perfect bliss
feelin like ‘yes’ but then I think and, now I know why u gone.
Its cuz I did you wrong.
These are love lyrics. You ain’t hearing this song?
DJ turn it up, go on.
Never mind, she gone…
Should of told you you’re like no other—
closer than a sister or a brother.
Should have told you you’re my air
and if u leave, I can’t breathe and that ain’t fair.
Yeah, I should have told you you’re the one bullet to my gun.
Feet to my run, air to my flow. Where did u go?
Had the time to tell you when you felt soso but the cat had my tongue.
I don’t even know why I did not say what I wanted to.
All I want is you, so tell me what it do
cuz when I see you out, all I think about is me being without
your loving baby, you’re kiss, you’re touch.
It drives me crazy— trapped in a maze opposite of amazing.
My heart is cold but you’re touch is blazing.