I know you’re missing mom and I know you’re missing dad
I know what you feel each morning
When you’re trying to wonder
What the hell went wrong,
Why we all gone.
We messed up this family.
We were one
Now we’re trapped.
And can’t simply snap out of it cause
we got lost
And aint none of us got a map.
We got through the everyday shouting of moms and pops
Them screaming and choking each other
it hurts so bad that you had to deal with their problems little brother.
And it kills me now to see you living in a negative environment dealing with someone
Who aint even you’re biological father.
Missing the love of you’re lost mother.
It aint my fault
But waking up in the mornings I feel it’s my obligation
to say sorry.
I wish I could tell you that you no longer have to worry
But it’s their actions— I’m just writing the story.
But man, ive seen you crying about it.
Except no one cares enough to do anything about it.
I try sometimes
Your pain destroys me
It imprisons me
In a lot of ways it defines me,
It takes me in and it suffocates me .
You are my baby brother ,
And how you feel involves me . I love you .
P.S I too miss our family.